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asked:
“i love the way you kiss me.” //rip

              meme || accepting !!

        his hand, inching closer &&. closer, desiring more of

        her VIRGIN flesh. his touch tainted her thigh, she could

        see his fingerprints, as if his hand was doused in ink. 

        this was all too familiar. hands on unwanted places.

        whispers in ears. they never ASKED her; no one would

        ASK her. 

        would you like me to touch you ?? 

        would you like me to whisper obscene things ??

        not really. 

        it reminded her of those other hushed words. ones 

        with serpentine tongues &&. toxic speech. ones

        that called her words like ‘ SLUT. &&WHORE. ‘

        it wasn’t nathan anymore. 

        it was victoria &&. co. chatting among themselves,

        laughing in her direction. 

        her eyes became saucers, she looks like she’s 

        seen a ghost. 

        she looks through him and sees her deepest 

        fears, she sees a nightmare in reality, she 

        doesn’t know what to do.

        her legs move out of instinct, she stands up,

        slow steps moving away from the teen. 

                  ‘  i-i’m sorry !! ‘

        she runs away. 

        he shattered something cracked, he couldn’t

        see her scars. 

               @selfmxdicating