meme || no longer accepting

                                + @prezcxtt​

          he’d come before, four times, to be exact. 

            the first, sleep would never come, for her heart slapped 

            against her chest, &&. his breath, hot against her neck. 

            she has nightmares too, ones that haunt her reality, lucid

            &&. surreal. she always wakes with the same fear, 

            imminent death.  

            she wasn’t sure if she allowed him to stay out of selfish

            desire, or out of the KINDNESS OF HER HEART. 

            ( yeah right, keep reassuring yourself of the latter. )

            she stands in the doorway, a distant gaze in deep blues.

            she can’t speak.

            she’s scared.

            fingers tremble, her facade is MELTING. she can’t keep 

            doing this. 

                         ‘   please,

                             hold me.    ‘