❛ from what i heard, you were drugged or some shit like that. is that true? ❜
he asks with genuine curiosity. without being really involved at the academy,
steven never seems to get the juicy gossip at the right time. it’s not like him
to be concerned, especially over an universally ignored slut. but maybe,
just maybe, he found an ounce of sympathy for her.
‘ and what if it is ?? ‘
a shadow casts across her face, consuming petite
features. she was so SICK of this SHIT. everyone’s
always talking, everyone’s always asking questions,
everyone’s always trying to understand.
there’s nothing to understand.
nothing but the walls, they stare back at you &&. the
people that used to love you now LIKE IT WHEN YOU
BLEED. the oxygen, it’s laced with toxins && it’s slowly
killing everyone yet, you’re the only one who notices.
when the class you used to love, morphs into another
downside on your world of downsides. when you curl
up in your bed, laying awake &&. hoping you’d sleep
&&. never wake up.
‘ you don’t care. nobody does. ‘